12 September 2009

lady of hell

so i said goodbye to mommy today, my leathery black wings stretching. i don't want to go, but that's selfish. i have to go. like ammy said: i made my bed, so sleep in it. i will take my place down there with luci, a lady of hell. maybe now mommy and doo and everyone can be at peace, because luci can, at long last, welcome one of His back home.

goodbye, uncle row, i love your tea and hair rufflings, and keep filling the index. goodbye zillahface, even though you're weird i think you have a better heart, no matter what you do. goodbye lime-wine, i hope you find the contentment you've long been denied. goodbye moris, keep loving mommy, and even though i was too proud or stubborn to say it myself, you're the best thing that's ever happened to mommy. goodbye doo, mommy and moris and i love you so much.

finally, goodbye, mommy. i'll never forget you. please don't be sad, even though we both are.

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